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well. this sucks.
I have to visit the hospital.
to get and ultra sound.
NO i'm not pregnant.
They just need to see what's happen inside me on my right side.
Why do i get to be the one who's always has something wrong with her?
how come i'm the only one going to the hospital?
I really do hate the hospital. it makes me want to cry
because of past memories that I really don't want to relive.
god, i  wish things would just go right maybe once in a while
so I know there's something out there where things call acutally be right.
life sucks.
i want to cry.
that sucks
fuck.

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okay, well it's finally the 2nd tri.

stuff has happend, but i really don't want to get into it.

great times with amy, noelle, emily and katie and some other people.

yeah guys, i really agree that the weekends keep getting a little worse everytime. except for the bus day. xD that was awesome. we should totally do it again.

well my schedule basiclly sucks except for 8th period studay hall when i can leave early.

but yeah, i wish my classes had better people in them.

lately i've been not feeling good, really really tired, throat aching, muscles hurt like a bitch, back aches, cramps, freezing even under covers when in a sweater and sweat pants, really hot all of a sudden, head aches, coughing.
ick and i feel awful. maybe i should stay home and like get better? but i'd miss my friends being stuck at school while i'm at home pratically ill. listening to dogs bark and cats run around the god damn mother fucking house making loud noise.

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Holy fucking shit. Friday totally fucking rocked.

Friday:

Walked arond town for a while with amy, noelle, katie.
talked with abby on the phone.
went to the city, which was pretty fucking cool.
met up with abby, evan, kate.
amy's sister was really pissed at us, because we didn't have a ride to abby's house
we walked over to hyvee asking for rides, until we found one with someone abby new.
went to abby's house, which is in North fucking Liberty.
we got fucking hammered, wasted, whatever you wanna call it.
Fucking awesome. but amy, never do what you did, cause I will personally have to kill your ass dead. 

sataurday morning we had to walk evan home.
i couldn't do anything that day.
but me abby, amy, noelle were talking(online) about meeting up at taco bell to get food.
but we didn't.

nothign really happend sunday cause it's a fucking sunday.

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life been up and down.

people rock like (amy, noelle, emily, katie, others)

to much to tell and to little time.

and i can't remember all of it.

don't have a clue what's going on this weekend. but it will be filled with tons of stuff.

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so this weekend totally rocked.

friday:

Good Part: me, amy, noelle, emily, josh, jon, fred. instead of going to the totally lame dance, we watched movies, damn were they funny. well except for some of the parts in When A stranger Calls, when it was the parts when they make you jump. I was scared about someone jumping through the window during the movie, then kidnapping me and all that jazz. Me + night + scary movie + by the window = sarah scared out of her mind, and should never be placed by the window during a scary movie at night.

Bad Part: people really don't know when they can make people cry. yeah i've learned that. some parts at the park after school made me want to cry.

saturday:

well we all woke up in tyler's bed, we slept there, because i guess we were to lazy to go up to amy's room.

 amy, noelle, me, emily went to the mall, me and amy bought whips! we also had mcdonalds for breakfast, which was pretty awesome. then after a while we went back to amy's house and started to walk around. we met up with jon, then we walked over to freds.

Hahah amy, emily, and noelle were in fred's closet.

Then the five of us. amy, jon, noelle, emily, me went got stuff from hyvee and waited by the little brigde thing for josh. i had a great idea to walk uder it and get to the other side. it took emily, amy and me forever to figure out how to get more that 1/3 of the way, but we made it all the way through. and went under a couple of more times. then me and amy pop back up and josh is there. xD it was like magic?

we were going to watch Harold and Maude but Sarah(amy's sister) and her friends were going to have people over to watch movies, so we just hung out and walked around.

at like night we played at the park.xD nothing beats playing at the park at night, except watching harold and maude.

Sunday:

Me, amy, Josh, jon were at the park for a while just hanging out. pretty awesome.

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